NO PROMISES ;

This is the 2nd time I said this ; There are no promises .

And I said is to two difference guy , both do hurt me a lot .

Both important , hah , but to them , I don't know .

I love both of them , in difference way .

But they wouldnt realize how fucking much the hurt would be .

The feeling , the cuts' , the bleeds' , the scars' ,

Makes my life more down .

If you think leaving is best for us , THIS IS JUST YOUR THINKING :)

You asked for my answer , whatever I said .

I dont think u bother . I choose to not answer , you say i dont care .

what the hell .

what you want me to do ?

Commit suicide .

Im dead .

EmoQueen ,

heartless .

1 , 2 , 3 , 4

Addicted to bell's blog song <3

Everyone has a memory , do I ?

Looking up the sky , counting stars ;

EmoQueen ,

No Boundaries ;

L I A R

When you said you'll stay me as hard as you can when i'm leaving .

But you're the one which leave without holding me .

There're really no promises in love .

I'm so dissapointed , you make me desperate for everything you did to me .

But now I can't let go a single memories .

You ruined my life .

Hate you ? Or love you ?

Which is my choice ?

Did you did you promises ? Did I ?

Neither of us did it .

Sighs ,

Stop spamming lah ,

you mmg nothing to do -_-"

By the way , continue spamming if you want to .

I'll just have to treat you as a visitor :)

The man that cannot be moved - THE SCRIPT

What hurts the most .

Hello . Sighs , I guess my life is really a disaster . What hurts the most , is being so close ; Haih , dont think le . Yesterday really make me so down , crying without having noice , pro kan ? Luckily my mum didnt saw , if not sure wont let go me & ask ask ask -_-" After me & em' things settle le , den everything seems fine , I off-ed my phone just some reasons . Chat with yew , em' , shijun , celeste , kahsing :)

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Yew - Was playing those nonsence msn game , the checkers tht day i lose to her but then today I win -_-" HAHAAAA , she mmg funny de lah . Then suddenly she say those yukma things to me eh , hahahaha x) Damn buxiguan . *grins* She say this say that , thankyou lah , i know you care me :D

Wenhao - NAH , him & shijun can fight in talking long long long long long stories . HAHAHA x) Whole msn also his words kan ? haha . thankyouuuuu . btw , 1000000000000000000000000 can count meh ? HAH :)

Shijun & Celeste - After saw my so called emo plurk , den msn find me , how nice :) Shijun kept talking about this and that . Memang so chiong hei , me & kaiyie also cannot tahan xD Too bad i didnt save da conversation ! D: If you all wanna know about moree P-O-E-M-S , please find shijun :D I can give his msn add to you if you want . HAHA . lmao .btw , thankyou . :)

Kahsing , zai - Thankyouuuuuu for forgiving me , but also bluff me once eh ! x( And my roseeee & 4 songs , HAHAHAA . you promised liao derh , idontcare , heeeh . mlzft ! :D

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That time already 1110 , dad went up so does mum , YAY , left me ! Then went to dota with kor & sifuzai :) I damn scare lah , ltr mum came down , gg.com . .__. Ltr mum really come diu , -.- then faster switch off . Not fun punya . suan suan . Went up around 1210 . Then hear ipod till 1245 , cant sleep . Slept around 230 , ohmygod -_-" Woke up 10 . gosh .

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My head is going to burst .

Sigh ,

I do miss you .

Fall for you - Secondhand Serade .

Yeah , its no more . Everything dah tak ada , as I'm typing , I'm bursting into tears . After reading your blog , in the moment , I did laugh , how happy that memory , but until laugh paragraph , I did not laugh either cried . Then received yew's msg & his bye msg , I BURST INTO TEARS . Hearing song ' wo hen xiang ni ' by zhangzhicheng . make me so emoooooo . Until like this situation , you dont even come & support or just talk some things just to lighten up the emo-ness in me . You are my best friend you know ? Everytime you emo , I also came & talk to you . But now ? The very very worst situation , all you say is , you break or not , it wont affect us ? ohmyfuckinggod . Say real de , I sometimes jealous you , so many ppl love , so many ppl like , ur life always have miracles , how goood . But mine ? DO YOU ALL EVER THINK BEFORE ? Keep giving stress , he's a playboy , he's just playing you . I KNOW YOU ALL CARE BOUT ME , but you all got think before when u love someone that time , how u let go ? Ohgod , the keyboard is full of tears . I know you all care bout me , i really do ! But , I really cant control my tears , shyt .



Please .
I hate myself .
I really do .
I really think bout future .
I really trust you .
But everything is over .

Sorry to three guys & a girl .

I'm dead .