Yeah , its no more . Everything dah tak ada , as I'm typing , I'm bursting into tears . After reading your blog , in the moment , I did laugh , how happy that memory , but until laugh paragraph , I did not laugh either cried . Then received yew's msg & his bye msg , I BURST INTO TEARS . Hearing song ' wo hen xiang ni ' by zhangzhicheng . make me so emoooooo . Until like this situation , you dont even come & support or just talk some things just to lighten up the emo-ness in me . You are my best friend you know ? Everytime you emo , I also came & talk to you . But now ? The very very worst situation , all you say is , you break or not , it wont affect us ? ohmyfuckinggod . Say real de , I sometimes jealous you , so many ppl love , so many ppl like , ur life always have miracles , how goood . But mine ? DO YOU ALL EVER THINK BEFORE ? Keep giving stress , he's a playboy , he's just playing you . I KNOW YOU ALL CARE BOUT ME , but you all got think before when u love someone that time , how u let go ? Ohgod , the keyboard is full of tears . I know you all care bout me , i really do ! But , I really cant control my tears , shyt .



Please .
I hate myself .
I really do .
I really think bout future .
I really trust you .
But everything is over .

Sorry to three guys & a girl .

I'm dead .