Illa Illa ~

I should modify abit, days before these I was so happy w my life, very confident. LOL Idk why HAAAHAH. I think is because I felt what I wish to feel. x) Uhmm, there's a bestf of mine in secondary school, we seldom talk nowadays so I attempted to have a conversation w her, but idk why she reply every sentence w a lol, haha, kkz, ;p -_- how am I suppose to reply or find a topic to cont. So I felt weird, and I started to become unhappy abt this and I tweet abt it. Then, got a friend of mine in coll, we are not close, he whatsapped me after see-ing those tweets assuming that its about my relationship problem. I was like hey dude, stop cursing me and him and its not that EVERYTHING Im unhappy about is about HIM. I got other things too k. He might be a major part, but not everything, EVERYTHING. Uhmmm, weird fella, ignored him. Now is 12am and tmrw Im having class but Im still wide awake, not studying but staring at the phone, took out the laptop and online. Sigh, since when Idk let what distracted till I can't get back to my books. Darn it. Trials is tmrw. . . What am I going to dooooooooo. These days Im happy w him, :D But just now he keep reply me w a HAHAHAH only, I get offended because of my that friend case before this. -.- Seriously what should I reply w a HAHAHHAA. -.- dislike the feeling when you so want to talk to a particular person and they ended up ignoring or whatsoever. OH GOD. WHY AM I BEING SO SO SO . . no good? :/ Perhaps now I hate pretending kind or pretending its okay, im fine w it. PRETENDING IS SUFFOCATING. And I don't wanna think too much, which I mentioned a million times before. LOL. I dont like, I say out. Just like what I told him this afternoon. Cool. K, shall stop here. Forcing myself to cont studying.

I hope everyone is having a nice day. ;)
Be happy, don't frown yourself and sink to the btm of the ocean~ 

Loves,
Peiyein.