U N L U C K Y ;

Today is so the unlucky, so pek chek. I already asked A B and C for outing tmr to meet ivy. All of them agreed straight away, happy lo. Who knows early in the morning, A said I don't feel like going lah.. I feel like sleeping lehh. So A -OFF-. Then B and C still on. After finish class, after I packed my bag and go to meet B and C, C said I later got things to do, I scare very rush worr. Then I looked at B, he said no, the WORST THING IS his cipet face and attitude, masohai, like I don't have any wrong for not going. I was like WTF? You got plenty of time, you got car, you've no reason for FFK, somemore is IVY wanted you to go at the 1st place AND you fkin promise me like 100% if i no go i tiok liddat. I WAS SO ANGRY DAHECK. I just be silence and walked away. Ivy called, and I told her everything, then she ask me wanna join her and her boyf, -.- So of course I say no lah, cause I know the feeling of you have to take care a friend and a boyfriend that awkward feeling. I decided to walk home as usual, then only i realised.. I DIDN'T BRING MY UMBRELLA?!?!? The sun is shining like you can really BBQ a chicken and eat.. Plus Im not in a good condition, still fever and coughed even badly today. Fml lah fml. I called le bestf, boyf, friend, all busy. Its okay lah, its not li suo dang ran to ask them to pei me or fetch me. While talking to the boyf on phone, I cried. Pek chek until I cried -.- I was angry for the friends who ffk, I was sad for that message that he sent to me, I was super angry myself that I didn't bring my umbrella. This gives me a lesson. While walking under the hot sun without an umbrella, there's a van driving past me and did that kissing sound.. I dare not to look at him, I just stared the floor and cont walking. The traffic light turned red, so the van stopped and I stopped too, if not I'll meet the van again. So I waited like a crazy woman under the sun, so that the traffic light turned green only I cont. (^()$^@*(^$(@#_!)(&%)#( $@#

I know I AM BEING A CHILDISH FOR CRYING IN THESE THINGS, LIKE SRSLY.
While walking, I thought of meaningful quotes and stuffs.
-Such small things, If you can't overcome by it now, how are you going to survive in the society in the future?
-You must know, Im the only daughter right now. I got to give a better life to them when they are old.
-Reality is FUNNY and CRUEL. You might be happy right now, but you may be sad at the other second. Everything there is 2 sides. Black and white, sad and happy, love and hate, friend and enemy, good and bad etc.

I AM UNHAPPY RIGHT NOW, but who knows after a nap I'll be happy again ? Hehe, after writing all these out, I felt relieved but my unhappiness is not yet disappear~ So Imma going to have a nap now :D Byebye!


Loves,
Peiyeinn.