The feeling of being left out.

I thought I am in one of this group actually, but who knows outing Im not being asked or invited until I ask Saturday got badminton mah? And you was like telling me no gua, but didn't even mention where were you all going until I ask again : Why leh, where you all going? Then only you tell me ohh there's an outing and didn't even ask me wanna go anot. Like you all didn't planned to call me to go. Finee. LOL. Some other outings also, I never ask you never tell. I know this sounds like Im a small gas person, but indeed I dislike when I first realise because I felt like Im being left out :/, I don't think everyone will like it when they are in this situation right? Put yourself in my shoes and feel it :) But you all got the right lah, for not asking me to go @@ Maybe is because Im a troublesome person where later moama call me and urge me to go back earlier and it will make the mood unhappy, situation become awkward. I understand. LOL. Or maybe I think too much, or you all haven confirm so didnt tell me. Anyways, sorry if this offended you all as I just wanna write out what Im unhappy of, aite? AND Im not unhappy already, maybe still a lil'. Hahahhaha, LOL. But I won't put this in my heart, so it will be fine for me later or sooner ;)

Phewww, saying all the things out is better than keeping it inside and is better than pretending this is okay. XD But please don't think that Im not a easy going person after reading this :/ Aite!

Toodles!

Loves,
Peiyein.