Live everyday with happiness :)

Sooooooooo, Im going to Russia for furthur studies next year Sept, yes no ?
Most probably is a yes.

6 years ? No joke, I'll be back with a Russia slang & certainly a mature pretty young doctor, LOL muahahaha ;)

There's a lot to consider mainly my parents & my boyf. Sorry if I did not mention friends, cause I only have few of my best-est friend & of course I'll miss them loads and loads. :)

I'm the only daughter, the one that I worried the most is still my parents, mama experienced leg pain and she couldn't walk for a long distance, having difficulty while walking the stairs.. :( I fear if Im gone to a far far place, unable to take care of them, can't help her to sweep the floor, mop the floor, wash the toilets, cannot help her to take things during pasar malam.. How? You tell me, sigh. What if they fell sick or any unfortunate thing happened, I'm so far awayyyyyy...... & I definitely miss them so so so much.


Now, my relationship. Arghhh, relationship this kind of thing we cannot say that its complicated nor simple. As y'all know, I love this boyfriend very very much & I'm kinda serious with this relationship, can say as I considered him as my soul mate, true love? He may not be the best, not a romantic person, a realistic person who says things that sometimes will hurt people's feelings, but I still love him, take him as my precious boyfriend. 6 years in Russia, every year come back once, how on earth are we going to maintain? Actually, the main problem is I FEAR that he'll go and find another.. I've no confidence in him :(

How how ?

Ask him, he just said : Next year only ask me.

=________= Nvm lar, I understand der. So Im just gonna enjoy my life, study hard, love hard :p
Ngek ngek, my June break is coming, WOOOYEAHHHH.

BYEE !

Loves,
Peiyeinn.