No hope , no disappointment :

HALLO !

Days weren't good as usual , sigh ! But I still have to smile to face this world :D This is only just a SMALL problem , I know I can overcome it ! (: Tomorrow is my birthday celebration , hmmmmmm , no special mood , but kinda moody 'cause of my dad :/ Ystrd when I was writing my diary on my diary book , then he come and ask in a funny way : This 1 is homework ahh ? Let me see xiaa *he laugh laugh abit* Then I was shocked :" I straight cover it and say nono , im writing something privately , cannot see one ." Then he was like str8 mad at me , scold me LOUDLY -_- ! Hak sii ngai . Zzz . Why so serious bout it . Then he said : you better study , don't let me know you pak toh I tell you . I was like harrr , writing something privately must be writing about love 1 meh == Mama told me he thought I was writing LOVE- LETTER to my boyf (xs) which he knew about our relationship last year -_____- Ohgawddd , so close minded =_= ! I speechless . So if he knew bout me and xs , I can really let him beat till die , this is serious -.- no jokee . Mama also said like this . And now he's still mad , I wonder why ==

Birthday is coming , and things kept repeatly happened , unlucky bad nightmares . Let me SIGHHH for awhilee :O But I know im not the only one unlucky in this world , to those more unlucky de person I counted as lucky - - . Unlucky things go away , PLEASE ! :( I really really just want to be happy . Kor said : Meuii lorr , you emo-ed for 4 years , enough lorr . O.O I was like , waaa 4 years == Yeap , since form 1 , I don't know why , my attitude was like change entirely , before that , I was a happy lil' girl :D I don't think a load , I don't emo so easily , I don't cry easily ( except fall down get hurt or injection :X ) . But I still fall in love easily . Hahaha :x

Im the only girl in my family , they are just tossing hopes and whatever things on me . They said you have to be strong in order to survive in the future . IF they are not in this world already , who can I lay on to ? Brothers ? I don't have one . Sisters ? Same , I don't have any of them . Bii said right , is I the one that don't think maturely , abit then not satisfied . :( But seriously I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY ! :D !

还记得你曾告诉我：确认过眼神，我遇上对的人. 我希望我是你对的人， 哈哈。想听你再唱给我听. :)

Waiting for him to finish dota , pm me ! :D

Loves,

Peiyeinn.