Already taken .

What is he thinkingg ?

Am i not important anymore to him ?

Yeap I think Im not anymoreee .

Yesterday told him everything , thought he would just understand . But I don't think he does . I thought he would maybe scare will lose me or what , but nope . He doesn't even zu dong talk to me . He's not worried that he'll lose me . Is this call important ? Nope , in laogong's heart im not important anymore . Then why still need me ? If me this girlfriend not important , need me for what ? So kacao . What for what also put his at the 1st place ? Everytime think after get my salary what should I buy for my laogong , everyday work hard , ban leng leng to let my lougong see . Everyday keep looking outside , whether my laogong there mahh , maybe he's looking at me from some side i told myself just to make myself feeling happier . Everyday break time , sitting inside the store room , staring at my phonee , where's my laogong , what is he doinggg , does he miss me ? When Im bored or I miss him , I would just take out my phone and view my saved messages . Read all my laogong sent me before those sweet messages , smiling there .

He said : Suipo , going to 5 months dy oh . Hope we can always be together oh xD wo hen ai ni oh ! Muacks . Be my only suipo ! xP

我们需要对我们自己有信心，这样才会有未来，懂吗？只要你信我，我一定可以给你幸福的。

这是谁说的？

He also said before : I'll do my best to take good care of you and fulfill whatever you wish for .

Care ? You got care alot bout me mah ? These days you got mah ? You ask yourself ... You don't even know what had happened to me today or ystrd or even the last two days . Care ? Hah . You care bout your game more than me , don't you think so ? Game is your world , game is important than me . Not ? If you say im thinking alot , stand on my side and think , would you ? Everytime I online while im working , you are so busy , lian chat xia also cannot . Everytime I back home around 10 , I online , you not kotc , dota, then badminton . I miss you , I miss called your house phone , noone call back . You said you are gaming , and after you didn't even call back . Your phone battery spoiled , you can use your dad's phone . You said your dad's not in . At night 9pm , your dad still not in ? Or you are busying playing games ?

Im craving you to come and look for me . You said don't force . I didn't force . But till now , you got come mah ? Once also didnt . I miss you everyday , even when I wake up , when Im going to sleep . I kept look at my phone , any misscall , any msg . When my phone rang , I hoped it was you so badly , but it wasn't . When Im at rainforest , I rmb you said , you don't want me to touch any alcohol when you're not beside , everything you said i rmb it so clearly . So I just drink few gulps and then I ordered orange juice . I wrote on my facebook saying alcohol , I waited your sms , or your comment . But nothing comes across . While wengyee's boyf keep sms her , control ahh , don't get drunk etc . I was so hoping that it was you . I was thinking maybe you slept dy , but nope you're playing games .

Now when im online , you also think that im transparent ? Hah . My fault again ? I asked you want to gai gai tomorrow , what reply you gave me ? Is this what should I deserve ? I today help you to choose some clothes for you to try , reserved it . I love you , everything I do for you 1st and then only me . My parents 2nd you know ? You are the 1st . Should I do so many things for you , and you don't even appreciate ?

Laogong , am I not important to you anymore ?

You don't love me like you used to be already ?

You don't want me already ?