You know I know how -

**You know I know how

To make em stop and stare as I zone out

The club can't even handle me right now

Watchin you I'm watchin you we go all out

Update mua blogggg (:

Today happened a lot of things :O Cried twice (I know I damn emotional lah kay , no need to mention)

Part I :- Hmmm , today woke up early just to go to school to attend the chem extra class , pn.chan said can wear shorts for girls , I ma wear lor . Reached there , saw en.lean argueing with other students . Once he saw me , he friggin' scold me and point my shorts . I explained properly to him because I respect him as a teacher , but what ? Can't he friggin' talk properly ? Discipline teacher dai sai ah now ? I told him pn.chan said can wear , he don't care o0o Sat outside like a crazy , ahhh , don't know when tears starting to roll down my cheek -.- I ask liangkeat to talk to teacher , ask her to come out and explain , she don't care , wth . I respected her for the whole year , she's responsible for this , and now she don't wanna come out and care o0o . About 10+ students outside can't go in . Some went back home , some keep scolding , some call parents , some go to ss2 study . I called dad , he asked mum to bring uniform for me . Mood ruined o0o . Went in with Julia , we don't wanna talk to her .

Part II :- Took a nap until 6 , wanna prepare go to tuition . Dad received a call , note that cousin passed away . They said , suddenly he fainted then 'go' dy . I was like , like that also can ? Reached hospital , went to see the corpse . Aunt cried badly , I cried too . Ah , Im feeling so down . Along the way back home , thought of a lot of things . We , human can't predict what will happen next , we really can't , therefore , whoever who read my blog , please really appreciate your love ones . Not only family , lovers , friends but also your time . I was thinking , there's still a lot of things I haven attempted before , there's still some dreamland I wanna visit , there's still some wish I haven succeed yet . I don't want to go so fast . I wanna take care of my family , I only have my dad and my mum and they only have me , If Im gone , who's going to take care them when they are old ? I want to be with him till Im old . 'Cause he's the one who said : You cannot die so fast yet . Cause I wanna hold your hands and walk with you at the sand . Cause I want to bring you to watch the stars and the sky with me . Cause I haven marry you ! Noob ! :p This is what he said . I still want to hangout with my bestf , I promised yewyew and cherish that Im going to hangout with them after the holidays . I still wanna be brothers and sisters with kor , I still wanna get good results ... I can't mention it everything here now 'cause its damn long . So please do appreciate everything , he/she once gone , they will never return , no matter how bad you cried , how suffered you are , how you missed her/him , they will never ever return by your side , never . They are just far far far away until you can't get to reach time eventhou' you spent a lot of money or sit aeroplane or whatever .

'Nough said .

My mood is still down .

Loves,

Peiyeinn .