A true bestf walks in when the world walks out .

This is what tong called as pighead . (Z)

My mind is full of things , problems , curiousity . I would love to ask why -this- why -that- , thats why I think a lot . I admit maybe I am a complicated-minded person ? Like what feng shui said , my palm got a lot of 'zhouwen' somemore all so deep . It means that I got a lot sam si to think of . Maybe ? Everyone is keep telling me that :" Eh , you got a lot things to think ahhh ? " , " Don't think so much la , there's nothing so complicated " . All of them were just telling this , yet I could not resist from NOT THINKING OF IT . Every matters , every issues , I just thought of it . Wondering why would it happen ; Is it my fault ? ; Why -insert- will treat me like this ? ( Don't misunderstand , not saying the person that you think of now )

Once I saw something , or felt something , I will just think of this and that , non-stop . Sometimes I feel that its unfair to me , yet I can't do anything or tell anyone . I would just keep it all inside my heart . Wondering when will it burst out all of sudden .

Yeah , some of my friends told me that Im wearing a mask when socialising with peoples , perhaps ? :) I just don't know when should I say about something or what should I do . I don't know the right time . Im having a shield just between my friends and I , thats why they say me fake :) But please do understand that I've my right to protect myself . I am afraid to get hurt , I am afraid to let ppl mm song , I am fear for being left out . Yet I just keep all inside my heart .

Some outsiders or friends I should say will think that Im sucha a flirter , just because I love to mix with boys ? If you all want to say like this , go ahead laa , I care so what ? (altho' I always said I don't care) . Sometimes I think that boys are much more better than girls . 'cause girls' world is much more scarier . This is just my opinion . No offense , kay ?

He asked me before , Don't you think you don't have any bestf now ? Maybe . I also don't know . & Im tired to know . Heh . From all those years , I passed through a lot of things & I realized that there's nothing to snatch of or ... I don't know how to describe . Ahhh . Nvmm . I think back last time , I smiled . We do have a lot of happy memories :) ( Im talking bout everything ) . && I don't hate anyone like serious . Its nothing to hate about .

Im done my talkings . Don't get pissed or anything ._. I didn't mean to do so . Just trying to say all out my feelings ? Peaceeee .

Tomorrow will be a good day :DDD

:)