Saturday, July 4, 2009

Tears are shedding for reasons ;

A reason for living , what you need for living ?


Nah , to yewjiaxin , my beloved friend from all the year , yes , she's my important friend , for life . I love her to the max , of course I dont want to see her emo cry or sad . Now she's sad , but the worst is , is because of me . YEAH , ME . I'm the one that made her sad . I was just talking to hou with my past only , i didnt know he will tell you . I'm sorry lah , if you are pissed or what , scold me dont scold him . Yewjiaxin , you know his attitude de lah , you're the one that told me , he's like that de , you said , he always accidently say out those thing but HIS HEART DIDNT MEANT IT . not ? this is WHAT YOU SAID TO ME when he treat me same as he does to you now. Now you can understand my feelings ? I AM INDEED HURT TOO . I know you are so hurt now and sad too , because the guy that u loved leave u alone , BUT HE DIDNT LEAVE U ALONE , HE's SO SAD NOW TOO , JUST BECAUSE HE LOVES YOU TOO , GET ? So why you both just .. just .. TALK TO EACH OTHER PEACEFULLY AND SETTLE THIS . THEN EVERYONE CAN SLEEP TIGHT ALREADY AND NO MORE TEARS .

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When you writting the post in ur blog , i think you're shedding tears right ? This is because you dont want to write it ! not ? Okay okay , you dont wanna pick up my phone , can no problem . But what i want to tell u here is , I'LL CHANGE MY ATTITUDE THAT YOU DONT LIKE FOR YOU , AND ALSO FOR MYSELF , THIS IS BECAUSE YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND , THATS ALL , NO OTHERS . Take note of that . C'mon , I know I'm like something useless piece of shyt , always make ppl emo ah , make ppl behsong ah . I know I am useless , so let this useless shyt do something good before she's really GOING CRAZY , yes crazy . Damn lots of things happened these days , fucking lots .

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I've been through this lots & its like repeating , rewinding all the time . And i think this is the first time for you , right ? Maybe twice . Just GET UP , AND BE STRONG , YEWYEW IS A BRAVE & STRONG GIRL KAN ? YES SHE IS :D ! I hope she'll be happy all the time as she always do ! And I wish I wont make her unhappy agn , because I cant hurt her , she's my beeeest friend . Sometimes I just wish that , she doesnt even know me , cause she wont be sad , right ? I know i am stupid .

You said , you are not important to him at all , I CAN TELL U , THIS IS BULLSHIT , CRAPS . HE LOVES YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH , MORE THAN ME . Fyi , you're his important treasure , more than everything . He shares everything with you , you also know that kan ? So what you think is bullshit , alright ? :)


Yew , cheer up alrite , dont let the tears , unhappiness take over you .
YOU ARE STRONG , just stand up !
Get rid of tears .
Thats what i can say through my blog .





ANTI TEARS .
:)
I'm sorry .

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