I write, you read.

DONT READ IF YOU HATE IT .

As 3 years friend , I think you didnt even wanna accept me as a friend , whatever lah .
Eventhough what I did , you will never get it right , I'm the one always wrong I know , sorry kay ? Damn dissapointed you know ? I treated you as my best friend (maybe you will think I pretend , idc what you're thinking about)

Form 2 - we had loads of arguements right ? I know when you started hate-ing me . And I know why . Then you say I act cute & blahs , and you wrote all those bad things in your blog , everytime i read , you know it hurts a lot ? If you are me , what will you think ? I have feelings you know ? I'm not those dead things . So ? You didnt even care ! Because I'm not your best friend , well , can say as NOT FRIEND AT ALL . wth . Almost everytime I talked to you just because I wanna chat with you , you sure ignore me or dont care dont care like tht . WHATEVER LAH ! You think I not pissed ah ? You think only you are the one who pissed ? omfg .

Form 3 - Wow , January , february , march , april until now . WE ALSO DONT HAVE ARGUMENTS , AND I WISH FOR FOREVER LIKE THIS , I REALLY DO I TELL YOU NOW . I know I looked like i am pissed right now , but I'M NOT , I'm just feel like damn useless you know ? till now still cant be a very good fren with you & I'm so freaking dissapointed ! And now I'm not angry with you ! ( If you dont believe den its your business ) But ? I know you will think such a lots of things . Then yesterday ? I know something happened , and you hate it , i knew it since the starting , no matter what i did you sure hate me for being this 0r doing that . I really dont want like this lah ! Damn sufffffffffer , what the fuck . forgive me for being so impolite . I just wanna talk to someone only mah & everytime I also wait you both talk finish only talk to her , If like tht you also hate de hua , den i've nothing to say because whenever I wanna talk to you , you also dont wanna choi me , so talked to you = ? If I really suddenly talk to she when you both are chatting , I'M SORRY . sincerly . Today in dewan , HAH , I wanna share with you how nice was the performance , I talked to you , what you react ? HAHAHHA , like I'm so invisible , fine loh . Then you look beside , thought you wanna talk to me , how happy I am , BUT you was smiling at the girl beside me which is just know de fren . ( Every friends jealous , it doesnt mean she cant smile to other fren ) YOU KNOW I DAMN HURT A NOT ? treating other friend you just knew for few months but treated me like I'm a invisible friend ! JEEEEEZ ! The hall off the light , & I cried . But what ? You didnt even care i see . Helped you in arranging the projects , drawing lakaran , & blahs , you got touched before or event hink about it ? I hope you really did . But i think ....

-Everytime you both quarrel , den find me , den ok back le , den dump me . I'm okay with it .

-Everytime when noones teman you , you find me , found dao friend le , den dump me agn . I'm okay with it too .

-Everytime I talked my secrets to you all , den you dont even wanna chat with me ! I'm still ok .

-Everytime when you are sad , I will anwei you , but when my turns ? Do anyone knows bout it ? Or even if you know , you wont response anything ! (An wei her just because she is my fren but not trying to get her attention and love) Disappointing .

-Everytime I wanna chat with you my best friend , you ignored me . I AM NOT OK .

- I also very tired of these matters already , dont you feel tired or sien ah ?

Okay , if you still want to angry me , go ahead .

But I wanna tell you , no matter what you still will be my friend . (this is the truth & i dont care whether you think is true or not)

Pictures below . Saturday wushu night .