"如果你覺得生活很糟糕，那一定是你的錯。因為只有當你自己同意了，你生活才會開始變得糟糕"

I think this is quite meaningful.
I always made myself think that my life is terrible but I know its NOT!
Me myself always got jealous of ppl, always desperate to have people's life, like grand 21st birthday party with balloons and many friends and presents ; getting along with everyone ; have more friends ; have more likes in facebook (I know its stupid la, but im being honest @@), hoping to shop like other girls, buy this and that etc
Thats their life not mine... I know my mindset is bad :(

Always tell myself not to give so many fucks, but I always did smtg different from that. Gahhh.
But sometimes I realised that IM REALLY REALLY LUCKY.
To have friends like you, YOU and YOU. (haha, in my heart I know who is good to me)
:D
So why care about those who keep showing you faces suddenly out of no where?
我只是想要做一个脚踏实地的人， ’问心无愧‘
我做错，我会道歉。

It feels bad being accused when they know nothing at all.
And eventho finally they knew the truth but not even a single 'sorry' is sad.
But at least your name is cleared.

I just wanna go back home.
I just wanna meet my friends.

我没有 show 出自己的不开心，反而我很潇洒，可是不代表我内心真的很潇洒。
为什么一定要说我是个很潇洒的人，说放下就放下，说到自己好像玩玩下，对感情不认真。

有些事情，只有我知道，你不知道的，请你不要乱乱断定。
有时候，你真的在我伤口洒盐。
我和他一起的那个四年，只有我知道那段感情对我而言不是玩玩下。

很多事情，你真的不知道，不知道。。

沉重 -

心情沉重。

The day we met, 

Frozen I held my breath

Right from the start

I knew that I'd found a home for my heart.

Phoooow, can't study hence I come here and crap some shit. Lol.

Weather is getting colder which I don't know why, emo.

What kind of spring is this, sigh. 

I wanna sleep all day & forget bout everything, so tired.

失去才會懂得珍惜　但我珍惜你

傷越痛就是愛越深　我不相信

你和我同時停止呼吸　每一次我們靠近

你讓我忘了困惑　忘了所有煩心

头痛，心烦，无奈，怨天尤人，有用吗？

我需要多大的勇气来撤除，不舍，以前好爱你的我不舍。
我撤除了，心痛。